Surprise me

This time I know, I can’t tell him what I feel for him. I wished to; but I cannot. I am afraid. I know nothing is going to happen to us unless I make it happen.  Of course I know what to say;  But how? I can’t say what I feel. I wish I could say. But I knew if I say anything about what I feel inside; our relationship will never be the same again. Everything will be changed. And some of those changes, I might even lose this relationship we already have. He is a born again guy, I don’t know how deep he is in his religion and how will he think of me. No I am not going to tell him. I can’t risk it; especially now.  

Only thing I hope and expect; even if I don’t say anything today about my feelings; I pray fate will treat me right in future for this love I have for him. I never thought I ‘be in love like this.